Sunday, October 28, 2018
Perubahan
setiap denyutan nadi,
setiap degupan jantung,
manusia berhadapan dengan perubahan.
Perubahan jasad,
roh,
hati,
kapasiti ilmu.
Dari benci kepada cinta,
dari ingat kepada lupa,
perubahan masih tetap berlaku,
dan sentiasa mengatasi masa.
aku antara yang takutkan perubahan,
kerana adaptasiku tidaklah sederas aliran air Huka Falls,
dan walaupun aku takutkan perubahan,
tawakalku seinfiniti buat Tuhan.
Tigabelahsepuluhduaribulapanbelas,
tarikh yang paling gila merubah hidupku,
aku tidak lagi boleh tidur di pangkuan omma seperti selalu,
berbicara hati ke hati tentang itu dan ini sehingga jam satu,
pengaruh terbesar untuk aku membuat perubahan status ini adalah dia, omma ku.
omma,
terlalu banyak yang ingin diperkatakan tapi tak terlafaz,
kalimat syukur dan terima kasih hanya mampu di luah,
dan kucupan sayang di atas bawah kiri dan kanan wajah,
segaris senyuman omma membalas.
suami,
maafkanlah andai diri kekurangan serba serbi,
maafkanlah andai tidak mencapai ekspektasi,
tegurlah andai saya tidak menjaga kehormatan diri,
bimbinglah saya hingga ke syurga firdausi.
11.28.
Pasir Tumboh.
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
48 jam di budapest
Hi hari ni aku nak throwback sikitlah pengalaman aku pergi eastern europe last winter.
Antara tempat yang aku pergi ialah vienna,Budapest, Prague dan munich,Germany.
Memang pengalaman sangat priceless dapat jejak kaki ke negara orang dan dapat main salji Kat sana.
Walaupun tak payah cerita la dia punya gigil sejuk tu macam dok dalam freezer.
Kitorang berjalan dalam 11 hari jelajah 4 buah negara
Bajet kitorang untuk tiket flight,tiket bas crossing countries tu hanya kurang lebih 800 usd.
Tapi kitorg peruntukkan 500 usd sorang untuk makan and shopping.
Lepas balik winter trip tu,duit aku siap lebih lagi 100 usd tu.haha.
Yela jimat sebab makanan pon bawak dari Mesir siap2 macam Maggie, roti,cekelat semua.
Kat sana kami dok hostel bajet je.walaupon bajet..tapi memang selesa sangat.
Dalam banyak2 negara aku paling suka budapest sebb negara ni paling cantik bagi aku kalau dari segi bangunan bersejarah dan tarikan pelancong nya.
Budapest yang paling menarik sekali sebab dia terbahagi kepada 2 bahagian.
Buda dan pest.
Belah buda kita dapat tengok banyak bangunan bersejarah,ada palace,hospital in the rock yang mana masa zaman perang,askar yang tercedera akan dirawat dalam hospital bawah tanah macam gua gitu.
Pemandangan dari atas buda pon sangat cantik mashaAllah.
Kalau kat pest pulak ada sungai yang tebingnya ada tinggalan kasut orang Israel yang diceritakan ditembak mati dan kasut mereka tertinggal Kat tebing tu.
Pastu Kat pest jugak ada hungary punya bangunan parlimen memang sangat cantik bangunan tu.
Apapun pengalaman sebelas hari menjelajah negara Eropah timur ni banyak mengajar aku erti berdikari,berjimat cermat,tawakal sungguh pada Tuhan,kepentingan berdoa dan keyakinan yang kukuh pada Allah.
Aku pon tak tahu nak cerita apa lagi.doakan aku untuk final exam tahun 4 ni
4.36 petang,kaherah
Monday, June 01, 2015
Nisfu
Nisfu purnama sudah pergi
Jauh tinggalkan aku ini
Mencari Tuhan di malam sepi
Doa dipohon sucikan hati
Nisfu purnama sudah berlalu
Menadah tangan kepada Yang Satu
Dikuatkan hati dan jiwa selalu
Menempuh perjalanan berbatu
Terima kasih Tuhan atas kesempatan
Untuk taufiq dan hidayah berpanjangan
(2.23 pagi,kaherah)
Saturday, May 02, 2015
Luka
Hati gelora jiwa kecamuk
Persetan kan sama impian lapuk
Kau biar aku jatuh terduduk
Apa kau kisah hatiku terpuruk
Muka kau masam buruk sekali
Cemari pandangan aku ini
Moga Tuhan hapuskan iri
Jangan dibiar ragamu ternodai
Pola fikiranmu amat terbatas
Bila berlari nak yang terpantas
aku ditinggal biar terbabas
Dibuang kasihan dan juga belas
(10.00 pm egypt )
Insan tersisih.
Sakit.pedih.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
better late than never
lately,i have been meaning to my blog.
1.sebab dah lama tak update.
2.walau ada masa free,aku masih tak update.
well,yang lepas jangan dikenang.
straight to the point,
i will be writing in both languages.malay and english,sometimes i mixed them up.
aku dah tahun 4 sebagai budak medik kat mesir.
ni tahun pertama aku join kelas ngaji.
aku ngaku memang aku antara budak malas kat egypt dan lambat sikit dapat petunjuk(maybe?)
aku nak share pasal apa aku dapat dari kelas ngaji sebab aku teringat antara kalam baginda Rasulullah SAW: 'sampaikan dariku walau satu ayat'
harini kami habiskan satu surah annaba'.
aku ditekankan untuk perbaiki lagi bacaan dan kena betulkan sebutan pada hukum mad iwad.
it was indeed a very good lesson,i swear.
dari awal kelas keje nak tersentap and mulalah kelopak mata nak bertakung aje.hati ada taman penuh sakura kemboja cina kot.
lepas habis sesi perdengarkan bacaan ustazah masuk tafsir.memang part ni aku paling tunggu sebab best,ustazah aku ni capable of explaining in three languages,arab,melayu dan inggeris.kalau nak kongsi tafsir maybe panjang.namun aku nak kongsi tentang al quran yang ustazah ceritakan.
AL-QURAN.
ustazah bagi dalam beberapa point simple.
sume benda ni aku yakin korang sume dah masyi bebeno,aku je yang jahil lagi lemah ni nak menulis kat dalam blog sebab rasa nak share tu bergelora dalam diri.
aku bagi sebijik macam apa ustazah bagitau,
1.Alquran merupakan kalam Allah yang diturunkan kepada nabi Muhammad SAW melalui malaikat jibril Alaihisalam,
2.ayat pertama dari al-quran yang diturunkan adalah dari surah al-Alaq (5 ayat terawal)
3.ayat terakhir ialah dari surah al-maidah ayat 3
4.al-quran diturunkan dalam masa 23 tahun.
korang tahu kan kenapa?
sebabnya,tahun kenabian Rasulullah adalah ketika mana baginda berumur 40 tahun,dan baginda wafat pada umur 63 tahun.
jadi tempoh penurunan alquran adalah selama dua tempoh tersebut.
5.Alquran diturunkan pada malam lailatul qadar yang mana lebih baik dari 1000 bulan.
6.Rasulullah SAW yang ummiy menghafal alquran di dada baginda,tidak mencatatnya,
7.Al quran mempunyai 114 surah dan 30 juz.
8.surah terpanjang ialah surah al baqarah
9.surah terpendek ialah surah al kauthar
10.ayat alquran yang terpanjang ialah yang dinamakan ayatud din dari surah al baqarah ayat 282.
part paling aku touching bergenang air mata bila ustazah ceritakan ketimana rasulullah SAW mendapat wahyu alquran yang terakhir melalui malaikat jibril alaihisalam,baginda dapat rasakan yang ajal baginda sudah sampai,lalu diberitahu kepada puteri baginda,sayyidatina Fatimah alaihasalam,lalu dia menangis mendengarnya,
part paling indah,
Rasulullah memujuk fatimah alaihasalam yang dia akan menyusul baginda selepas 6 bulan.
i was so touched upon hearing this,that i couldnt ask my tear gland to just stop functioning for awhile.
beautiful lesson from ustazah.
Allahumma thabbit qalbi ala diinik,waala toatik.
catatan dari bumi nil,mesir.
sedang dalam mood merindui seorang kekasih bernama ibu.
abah juga.
i just cant resist.
Sunday, March 02, 2014
no rescuing needed.
day two at Londong
kalau nak tahu,
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| le ticket to warner bros. (30 pound ye anak2) |
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| kita minum dulu! |
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| le golden snitch tu menarik perhatian aku,tapi nak beli mahaiiii |
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| le bus that brought us to the warner bros studios.just 2 pound for return! |
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| ni adalah replika catur yang ron, harry dan hermione pernah main.bapak besar. |
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| pandangan dari luar. |
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| kata2 aluan haha |
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| replika el hogwarts |
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| sama saiz dengan tangan harry pottah.ah,aku patut diet! |
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| watak2 dalam pentas lakonan harry pottah |
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
day one at LONDON. ;)
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Random rant.
Bismillah.
Sollu ala nabiy.
This post will be as short as i can write.
Its a random,quick,and short post.
Tomorrow ill be sitting for parasitology exam.
Please do pray for me and my friends.
Because the path that we choose is completely hard and adventurous.
Sometimes there are voices in my head telling me to just stop taking medicine.
But i wont.i wont give up at all thinking that ive never done anything great for my parents.yet im still here.giving out my all for the sake of my abah and ma.and of course for Islam,my beloved deen.
What i need to do right now is to hold onto Allah.to always remember rasulullah.
To do jihad.
To make myself busy with things that are beneficial.
To forget the past.
To plan for the future.
To grow seeds of happiness.
To succeed in life.
To become the best muslimah doctor.
To run towards jannah.
************
May Allah make ease for everything
Ameen.
Tuesday, November 05, 2013
Chicken soup for the soul.
Salam alaik peeps.
Salam maal hijrah.
This post's gonna be really hard to be understood.
But if you try to explore the meaning,it would be just easy for you to practice it.
Insyaallah in a way to be a better mukmin or muslim.am i right? ;)
As we all know,food is one of our basic needs in life.we eat to live well.then the food will be digested in the gastrointestinal tract then absorbed to be converted to energy.
Then we use that energy to do our daily routines like praying,working and so on
Same goes to our soul.it needs food.
But this type of food is really special that u cant even find it elsewhere except in your body.
It is your mind that control yourself on how to find the food.
It is your limbs that move you to find for the food.
And the food is 'tarbiyah'
We need to feed our soul with tarbiyah.
How to do it?
By achieving taqwa.
Easy?it aint easy.
To achieve taqwa,there are some conditions that must be followed.
What are they?
They are muahadah,(the connection between u and Allah),muhasabah(reflecting ourselves at the end of the day) and mujahadah(fight with our own nafsu)
How to accomplish each mission?
Well of course by doing good things that please Allah.
For example,praying 5 times a day,doing qiamullail,reciting alquran,zikrullah etc.
Of course,it is not easy for us to say that we are fully tarbiyah-ed or not.
Because it is hard you know.
It's really hard for me.so im seeking for ur doa so that i can be a better muslimah.
After-effects of soul-feeding with tarbiyah is that your words can touch people's hearts.
U look more soleh and warak.
Ur heart is getting purer.
Well,The last one is very important.
But there are some circumstances that u will face during ur journey to achieve taqwa and it is called mehnah.
Tapi kan Allah dah berfirman,mafhumnya,
"Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang tu melainkan sesuai dengan kemampuannya."
So keep calm and have faith in Allah.
**********the end**********
Syarat untuk menjadi seorang yang menganut sesuatu jemaah ialah berfikrah islamiah mantap yang sama,mempunyai haraki yang mantap,tapi yang paling penting berhati dan berjiwa suci.
Bukan suka mencaci dan mengeji.
Apatah lagi menghukum.
Liyana ajis.akubudakperubatan.malaysia egypt.
Sunday, November 03, 2013
Welcome to the hell of third year.
So that's the thing.
The thing is why?
Why hell?
Oh yes.
Salam alaikum and how do you do peeps!?
Well i'm in the pink of health and insyaAllah will always be.
Lots of thank to Allah for giving me this chance to share something with you guys.
This gonna be my first post for the third year of my presence in egypt.
Like rasulullah SAW said, :"ballighu anni walau ayah"
So here i am! :)
When i arrived in egypt last few weeks,ive got the chance to meet a sister that lives inside the same building of mine.
So we chatted a little and the topic was about our studies,how to survive,what are the challenges that we're gonna face and so and so.
Since she is now in fifth year,she did teach us alot on how to prepare ourselves on how to face the onakduri whatsoever.
But the thing is,suddenly she said,
"Welcome to the year of hell,the third year!".then she smirked.
At first i was just laughing and smiling and forgot how to react to this kind of situation. *doublejerked eyebrows
Then suddenly she said,:
"Well u know,third year is hell.just hell.the timetable will be so packed that u cant even take a single breath".
Jaw dropped.
*********the end********
So now alhamdulillah ive made it through.it has been three weeks u know.
My studylife is really really smooth.
Allah makes everything seems so easy for me.however sometimes there are some hardships.
But i am convinced by Allah's words,
"Verily,with every hardship there is relief"
:)
Liyana,malaysia-egypt,7.28 pm
Saturday, June 22, 2013
of vampires and love~
lately,i've been busy with studying this and that,(histo,biochem,anatomy,etc)
and to some extent,i can't even look at the book anymore, (because u know,even solution can be maximally saturated that it can't accept added solutes anymore-well,the same goes to my brain,ceh alasan =P )
so here i am,making new post in this early sunny evening.
hapuskan kebencian
yes, in this era, most people call it as 'gossiping' to make it sounds more cool...err
at the first glance, even the word backbiting itself is not something cool,
it makes u look like vampire if u're doing it,rite?
btw,u are muslim some more,so u shouldn't be one of 'em lah kan.
please,don't put urself into that kind of clan,if u know what i mean.
when u hate someone,u will talk bad about that particular person, but do u know that, later, in the hereafter, u will transfer some of ur good deeds or ur pahala to that person to make his/her timbalan mizan becomes heavier.
so that's it, u gain dosa by backbiting and u transfer ur pahala to the one u've been backbitten, well u're in a BIG CRISIS i can say!!!!!
so, please lah stop backbiting,
what did u get by talking bad about others?
kepuasan?
kebanggaan ?
kebahagiaan?
ketenangan? nope,i don't think so (smirk)
well, we live in this dunya to accomplish some missions,
missions given by our lord,
to become a good khalifah,
to memakmurkan bumi,
to do good things, and to avoid bad things such as ma'siah (amar makruf,nahi munkar)
firman Allah dalam surah al baqarah ayat 30:
ayuh,hapuskan kebencian!
pssssttt! let me tell u something, BACKBITING IS A FORM OF CANNIBALISM~
spread the love~
love.
to me, love is something that cannot be seen by naked eyes, but it can be felt.
it's like the wind,we can't see it,but we can feel it.
love can be easily uttered,but hard to be felt.
but one of the ways to express ur love to someone is by smiling.
besides, smile is a sunnah.
so why don't u smile when u see others in the roads,in the class or somewhere in the town?
kenapa perlu masam setiap detik dan ketika?
do u know that by ur smile, the dark world would turn bright.
semua masalah akan hilang bila nampak senyuman (acececeh)
by smiling, u can touch others' hearts too.
so smile, =)
please smile, right now!(i'm forcing u aite?)
=)
Sebuah hadis berbunyi,
“Senyum kalian bagi saudaranya adalah sedekah” (HR Tirmizi dan Abu Dzar).
Hadits yang lain menegaskan,
“Tersenyum ketika bertemu saudaramu adalah ibadah” (HR Trimidzi, Ibnu Hibban, dan Baihaqi).
-kalau boleh tersenyum semasa bergambar,mengapa tidak semasa berjumpa saudara mu?-
nota kaki: baru mendapat perkhabaran sedih dari bumi urdun,semoga arwah sumaiyah ditempatkan dalam kalangan hambaNYA yang solehah amin,
ya Allah, matikanlah daku dan keluargaku,serta seluruh umat islam dalam husnul khatimah dan sempat mengucapkan kalimah shahadahMU ya rabb! amin.
(liyana, 02.19 pm, egypt)
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
stay
Friday, June 14, 2013
biochemistry is taking its upper hand. =)
zzzz...
happy studying saya ucapkan kepada rakan2 yang sedang menjalani ibadah belajar, didoakan moga kita semua berada di bawah jagaan Allah selalu.
petang2 camni dok hapdet belog sambil makan anggur hijau fresh rubuk kilo,ahh nyaman sekali terasa,sambil pipi ditampar halus oleh angin bayu berpuput indah (ayat sastera habih,,kuikui)
daripada duk saja,harini saya nak kongsi lah sedikit mnemonics ataupon akronim untuk pelajar medik di luar sana
hurm diingatkan mnemonics ni bukanlah saya yg buat..all credits goes to mr mohamed el sayed budak arab medical student satu uni dengan saya.lulz, (bajet jeh dia baca post ni)
akronim ni applicable utk subjek biochem je hokey! jangan nak apply kat subjek anatomy pulak, ahakz ok itu tak lawak yana.
tadi masa saya tengah dok bukak home facebook,keluar lah post dari page BEYOND EXCEPTIONAL MD'S (mohon like page tersebut ye,i'm one of the admins lulz-bajet-gila-hang) pasal mnemonics ni,saya yang tertarik dgn post itu lantas tanpa buang masa barang sesaat dua terus meng kopi dan pes tomato kannya ke dalam notes saya di desktop,pastuh dripada dok buang karen main fesbuk maka terhasillah satu idea bernas lagi takaful untuk menghapdet kannya di belog dan berkongsi pengetahuan ini dengan rakan2 semua.
tu dia panjang history taking aku buat pasal mnemonics ni. kalau rasa menyampah mohon skip baca part atas tu atau lempang diri anda laju2 pasai buang masa selama 30 saat baca part history taking tu.ahahah
ok berbalik kepada perkongsian ilmiah kita tadi,di sini adalah beberapa fakta secara random nya saya kongsikan,terima kasih kepada admins page beyond yg bersusah payah mengupdate post ini,jazakallahu khairan jazak.Allah saja mampu balas, =)
[Biochemistry Exam]
credits to Mohamed El Sayed
Glycogen storage diseases:
Anderson's (IV) &Cori's (III)
“ABCD”
Anderson's=Branching enzyme deficiency
Cori's=Debranching enzyme deficiency
Mc Ardle's(V)&Her's(VI)
“MM vs. HH”
both are due to glycogen phosphorylase deficiency,But
Mc Ardle's=Muscle glycogen phosphorylase (MM)
Her's=Hepatic glycogen phosphorylase (HH)
***Niacin deficiency: signs and symptoms
“4 D”
Diarrhoea
Dermatitis
Dementia
Death (if untreated)
***Creatine amino acid precursors
“ GAMA”
Glycine
Active Methionine (SAM)
Arginine
*** Fat soluble vitamins are:
“AKED”
Vitamin A
Vitamin K
Vitamin E
Vitamin D
***Carbon monoxide (CO) blocks electron transport chain at the level of
Cytochrome Oxidase (CO).
***(PH)enylketonuria is caused by a deficiency of (P)henylalanine (H)ydroxylase.
***RotenOne is an inhibitor of complex (I)one.
***The (LIV)er can oxidise all A.As except:
L…Leucine
I…Isoleucine
V…Valine
[Biochemistry Exam]
give two true vitamins acting as lipotropic factor?
1-folate
2-vitamin B12 (cobalamin)
because both act as methyl donor which help fomation of lipotropic factors ; which are subs. essential for ptn and PL synthesis like choline.
the same answer applies when the question asks :
''explain why methionine/ methyl donor/vitamin B12 is a lipotropic factor''
yang ni pulak differences between thiolase,thiokinase and thioesterase
THIOLASE
1.pathway: ketolysis
2.site: mitochondria
3.coenzyme: Co ASH
THIOKINASE
1. convert fatty acid to acyl CoA
2. cytosol
3. ATP, Co ASH
THIOESTERASE
1. de novo synthesis
2. cytosol
3. H2O
[Biochemistry Exam]
How aspirin acts in controliing myocardiac infarction?
Aspirin will inhibit COX enxyme, thus reduces the production of thromboxane and prostacyclin. However, the endothelium cells will produce new COX in matter of hours and lead to formation of prostacyclin. Whereas platelet can't manufacture the enzyme COX and the level of thromboxane rises only as new platelet enter the circulation. Small amount of aspirin for long period can decrease clot formation.
#action of prostacyclin: VD & inhibit paltelet aggregation
action of thromboxane: VC and promote platelet aggregation
[Biochemistry Exam]
Importance of Gluthathione: easy as ABCD :)
(A)mino acid transport/ absorption
(B=P)owerful antioxidant
(C)ofactor in many enzyme - role GSH
(D)etoxification of aromatic a.a
maka sekian sahajalah persembahan akronim biochem dari saya,semoga perkongsian kali ni bermanfaat hendaknya
majulah biochem untuk medik!
ya Allah semoga nur liyana ab aziz mendapat mumtaz untuk subjek biochem pada tahun ini ya Allah,amin
syukran doakan saya!
wehooo~
Monday, June 10, 2013
istanbul saya datang part 3.
malam ni saya takde mood nak baca buku,saya ada mood nak update blog je.
sekadar ingin menggamit memori dan berkongsi pengalaman saya ke turki pada cuti winter lepas.
alhamdulillah pengalaman yang sangat berharga saya perolehi di sana.
so,jom kita check out apa yg ada!
| sangat bersih dan hijau bukan? |
| i like to look at how the trees been arranged in that manner. |
| subhanallah |
| pokok ni mesti dah lama hidup..hrmm |
| tak ingat la pulak apa fungsi tempat ni,tapi kat tepi tu ada paip utk ambik wudhuk |
| description pasal obelisk |
| thanks to pakcik mustafa,our tour guide,btw he can speak malay fluently! |
| in front of the obelisk yg kita jumpa desription pasal dia tadi.obelisk ni datangnya dari egypt,separuh drinya patah dan stay kat egypt |
| tempat wudhuk lelaki kat blue mosque |
| pokok yg berjaya menarik perhatian saya,dalam perkarangan blue mosque |
| pintu masuk belakang blue mosque i think! |
| bagus kan?siap ada macam ni lagi..huhu teruja |
| inside the blue mosque,why blue?sebb mostly dalam masjid tu warna dia biru |
| siling dari emas aya sofia |
| aya sofia ni dulunya church,kemudian jadi masjid,itu pasal ada nama para khulafa' ar rasyidin dan cucu nabi |
| see?i told ya. |
| dalam ni byk chandelier tau.cantik sangat |
| cantik kan.eheh |
| on our way to museum |
| pokok ni ada nilai sentimental pada saya.kahkah |
| cantik gila tempat wudhuk habaq ang |
| pokok2 kat sini cantik2 and bizarre tau |
| sayalah anak buluh betung abad 21 |
| dah alang2 jumpa senior smapk kat turki,apa salahnya bergambar iye dok? |






















